"..I have to find a meaning in this..
This is how's grieve goes . First u try to keep everything as normal as u can, u pretend it didn't happened, or u pretend u go on as if it didn't. Maybe u get angry at the world, of its injustice, at anything and anybody, really..
And then , you're just sad. Your joy is gone, your smile fades, you see that person everywhere, and nothing looks the same anymore. All the things u believe in are shaking, your whole foundation. Things u were certain come into questions.
And than, one day u're comming to tell yourself..so that's happened and God let it, and if he did, what did he want me to do about it?
How am i supposed to respond?"
Sunt mai multi piloni de sprijin .. unul s-a rupt..urmeaza efectul CASCADA, totul cade...
Un singur raspuns: Rabdare, raspunsul se va dezvalui atunci cand va fi pregatita sa il vada, sa il primeasca...
Nu stia unde merge si de ce, un vid ii inunda existenta, indatoriri..obligatii..dorinte... prea multe .. nu dorea nimik, doar TIME OFF!